WMW: Assignment

This was an assignment for my Biblical Misson class and I thought I would post it. There is so more to say about this weekend.

"I cannot choose just one class to talk about my dwelling in the world so my context is Saturday of the World Mission Workshop or mostly God showing me his plan. Background Friday of this story is as people from WMW came through to the caf they would pass by the Wishing Well booth. There was a guy that asked where we drilling, I told him mostly Rwanda. His reply was what about Kenya if he already had a drill as he walked into the caf. Back to Saturday morning, the first class I attended was the Woman in missions. I learned that for a woman most of the mission was to be a sacrifice. The woman said one of my favorite things that ‘a picture is worth a thousand words even with children’. This touched me for I have felt compelled by children that where my mission lies.

After that class I was headed to Spiritual growth in mission however end up in the South African class instead. After I attended that class I went to the Christian Relief Foundation and the guy from Friday, Bobby Moore was sitting at the booth. We got to talking and I heard God giving me a solution to my second journal about Wishing Well. Bobby told that one man had given 100,000 dollars to fund half of twenty Wells and all they had to do was find orginaztions to raise the money. This was the goal that I had been waiting on for Wishing Well. He gave me his card and two information sheet about CRF: one was hope for water and the other was about different mission trips they have planning to go. My mind was racing as I was hearing and seeing the work of God. God is a God of chances, he is an encourage and loves using the shy to work his way up. During the 11 am Keynote I could not sit still my mind was racing. I was spazzing out; surrounding me was my two dear friends, Dottie and Mike, that I made last year at the GME.

I thought of specific ideas to start raising money for the cause that would line up to God plan. As I contuined to think about it I realized what God was mainly saying, the job for me in this plan. He was telling me to step up and become the director of Wishing Well the OC chapter or at least one of them. I hate being in front of people. One friend compared me to Moses which is very true, I don’t like going in front of someone and being in charge.  This became clear to me during the rest of the day. When I went to the last class on dispora and listening to what the students from African countries work and send some of the money back home for their families. I revisited the  CRF booth and talked to him once more and he gave me a city that I could research, that would be our city to make a well and a shirt for free. I had asked him if in the trip to Kenya I would get to see the well being made or done.

My cousin is Ryan Groves the Wishing Well guy. He had told me to meet his friend Phoenix. When I met Phoenix he wanted to hear about me as I walked him to the bus for feed the children. He also invited me to dinner with the Pepperdine crew and the ACU recruiter. Later that night as I was riding in the van on the way to dinner I mentioned how I didn’t want to take over…but I felt like that is what God was telling me to do.  Phoenix said, I should do it because I shouldn’t tell God no. Jessi added in that I might get swallowed by a whale. That made me smile. I guess I have to be like Moses and find my Aaron so I can follow God’s will in this context. Wishing Well has always been tied to my heart since I heard about it and saw the picture of the boy they met. I have to take it one day at a time with God on my side."

Forever will be changed

In Luke 1:46-48, 76 And Mary said:“My soul glorifies the Lord and my spirit rejoices in God my Savior, for he has been mindful of the humble state of his servant.From now on all generations will call me blessed, And you, my child, will be called a prophet of the Most High; for you will go on before the Lord to prepare the way for him,

There was a girl who left the states for the first time. On a mission trip to Ukraine. While she was there she attend two lady days where her wiser  elders from her church were giving a lessons. Between the second last and the last speaker the women that had come with the girl got up to sing.

The song is based off the verses above. This song was the next speaker favorite song. The girl watched the faces of the Ukrainian women, they were singing to. The girl remembered those women from the church and that song became a symbol of this beloved place.

Forever she will be changed.

Months later, the girl runs from the song because she doesn't want to tear up. Every time she heard the song it would remind her of the ladies, kids, friends and the church that she met. A pierce in her heart tattooed with the names.

My soul glorifies the Lord and my spirit rejoices in God my Savior,

She got to go the next year. The vbs were in two different cities in the last year. She could feel the need in these cities. It was different than the first year she felt needed.  She grew learned what she wanted to do.

Forever she will be changed.

Her plans changed the next year. She didn't get to go but she kept learning. There was a pain in her heart through the times when her friends went over.  She missed her kids that she had learned to love in a short week.

Through this summer at home she learned more things about herself. She also found another need she felt compelled to go and return the next year to this new opportunity. The summer of being home she learned the story of Jesus in a way that she has never seen before. A drama production for her church vbs she took the steps and got to follow Jesus.  She came more aware of the price he paid and why.

for he has been mindful of the humble state of his servant.

Forever she will be changed.

Now she waiting to find the plan. Asking for the plans that's going to keep her on this journey. Recently she was at a devo and she prayed for answer to a new revelation in her life and what she should do. What should she do in the time for summer? What His plan was for her? The very next song draw tears to her eyes for it was the song that reminds her of her loved ones in Ukraine. The memories flow back as she looks up and ask Really? to the space above her.  She started to sing with power and praise as a prayers answer is starting to be revealed.

Forever she will be changed.

This girl is me. I am this girl. Forever I will be changed. From these I have done. I still do not know what I am going to do. The song still strikes a string with me as if I was a bass being played. Forever I will be changed for I have a Father who is transforming me into a person that I need to be. So when he shows me what he wants me to do. My goal is for God to use me to bless others.

From now on all generations will call me blessed

Mary was blessed in the eyes of the Lord and all the followers of Christ.

A Dabble into politics

I'm not huge person into talking about politics but I love listening to others opinions. When I can avoid watching the news I do. Lately I have been paying more attention. 

I've grown up in a house that has Fox News on most of the day since we got cable. Tonight, I was laying on my mom's bed listening to Huckabee for back ground noise when a young woman named Ashley D came on. She is little older than me.  She has gone to school for two different degrees and hasn't found a well paying full time job. Recently she signed up looking to see what her plan would be in Obamacare. The plan would cost three times as much as she has been paying. She isn't even able to keep her plan at the price she was paying. That plan is also going to triple in cost.  A Facebook post she wrote went viral as she described that her generation is "getting raped by the government" on Huckabee she clarified that she meant that it "raped" as in "stolen". 

The way she used this language struck me. Towards the ending of her interview she said that "The government has set us up for failure." Here is a girl that has worked hard getting her degree and now she competing for a job that she is more than qualified for. She almost has no option to make her dreams come true.  What does that mean for the rest of us still in college? 

 From the nation of the free where dreams WERE made true. The government is shut down. Students are getting suspended from schools because of no tolerance

rules against things that look like guns.  FEAR is causing a ruckus in this country.  Each government official doing something that ends up holding some one else back. 

Congress slightly reminds me of the Tower of Babel. Not understanding each other and conflicting views so they can't complete a task.  Trying to raise the debt limit but can't even agree on having to do this. 

The world sets itself for failure. One reason I avoid the news is to avoid the anger and worry of the country failing.  

A reality that I have to remember as a Christian that God has a plan for me and the country.  Jeremiah 29:11-14 For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Then you will call on me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart. I will be found by you,” declares the Lord, “and will bring you back from captivity. I will gather you from all the nations and places where I have banished you,” declares the Lord, “and will bring you back to the place from which I carried you into exile.” 

Plus the best part is that this world is not where I have to stay. A comfort I have found is singing "this world is not my home" in my mind. 

I am not some one who pays attention to the politics or the current news. This is my opinion of the things happening. I am praying for a better tomorrow and that is the only thing going to make a difference. Praying for God to guide the leaders to make the right decisions. 

Bunco for a higher cause

Fall break has started. I have been able to rest and catch up on sleep so far. After a day of spending my mom's day off eating out and shopping.

I attend the Tulsa's chapter of OCWA's bunco night. I really enjoy bunco (a game of luck) and I also thought it would be for future peers of Oklahoma Christian Scholarships. The last time I played was my senior year of high school at an annual Christmas party that I had been attending since middle school.

There is 7 tables and I started at table 6. When the games started my table was had been Ms. Lynn, one woman small elderly lady wearing a jean jacket, Ms. N., and elderly black lady who supported herself with a cane, Ms. D. My partner for the first game was going to be Ms. N. She hadn't played since last year. While Ms. D was a first time player.

Ms. N was this sweet hearted old lady who touched my heart. The first game in rolling 1's was a L on my score sheet. (In the game of Bunco you mark down what games you win or lose on a score sheet for the chance to win bigger prizes.)   After losing I move a seat over and meet my next partner and win with the 2's.

Moving up to table 5, fast forwarding I fell into a pattern of winning and losing every other round. I met a lady who is the mother of a sweet boy that I have the pleasure to babysit every Wednesday mornings for the women bible studies.

 I met another woman, she was blonde with glasses, who asked what I was going to school for and discussed the OC Lectureship that she had attended earlier week. Later in the night I would learn that she was friends with my first partner, Ms. N, of the night. They attend church and the bunco night together. At the times that we were at the same table she was asked questions about how many mission trips I had been on.

By the end of the night I was sitting at the head table with Ms. N. and as she was rolling she had rolled a bunco without knowing it. That was most likely the quickest round of the whole night. Since I was paired up with her I got to stay at the head table.

Ms. N would roll and say, "Too many dots" if she rolled high numbers on a round when low ones are needed or "Not enough dots" if low were rolled on high rounds. She caught my attention because of the fact that she was very sweet but also forgetful. She was playing for the pure fun of the night and she told her fiend that she did not care if she didn't tally it up right. She was just happy if they gave her chocolate. In the end she won a Hershey cookbook.

It was a great night playing bunco for a higher cause. Helping future students attend OC.

"Who am I?" - Moses

 But Moses said to God, “Who am I that I should go to Pharaoh, and bring the Israelites out of Egypt?” 12 He said, “I will be with you; and this shall be the sign for you that it is I who sent you: when you have brought the people out of Egypt, you shall worship God on this mountain.” Exodus 3:11-12 (NRSV)

Moses is a story that I have always liked. In my childhood at bed time my little brother and I would listen to my dad read stories from the little children bible. You know the one, the selected stories with drawn pictures telling the story in a understanding way for the young age.  We could pick the story for him to read to us. 

Even at that young age, Moses, has been a calling to me. I would request every night to listen to the story of the baby in the basket. The faith that Moses' mother had by keeping him hidden and placing him in the blanket. As if she knew he was going to do something great. That God had a PLAN for him to do. A higher PURPOSE to serve his kingdom and his people.

For the last year I have been trying to figure out my purpose or what I want to do. Its a search for God's PLAN for me. 

This blog is my own way to share thoughts and discovers that I have made of God's PLAN for me. 

I feel some days that Moses is a kinder spirit of my mine. He was worried about what he could offer in the rescue of the Israelites. Moses wasn't a leader by choice but a leader by his calling. I worry about a lot of things in my life. I have a fear of public speaking like Moses did but because of the story of Moses I know that God is going to use me through my fears and my doubts. 

So...Who am I, God?

Evynn