My plan for this weekend was to hit the road to Edmond and spend the weekend with some friends of mine. I had the hopes for the weekend and dreams. Then the night before last I had a horrible anexity attack and could not sleep. Every few hours I would wake up crying. In the morning I crawled into my moms bed and crashed drained from emotion.
This weekend was going to be my first Fourth of July in two year that I am in the states and the first one with out spending it with my families. i was also going to drive on the highway by myself for the same time. My independence day.
Instead I spent half of the day sleeping. My mom threw a party for friends and families. I got to swim with some of my friends but I wasn't in the mood to be around people. I had a plan that I wanted to do. I had tons of fun but my mind was on the stuff I had planned.
After the party we went to shoot off and watch fireworks with some family in Broken Arrow. That was fun and I have some pictures from it. When I was little we used to go up to the farm and set off fire works with the family.
Celebrating the Fourth with family and the Independence I thought I was ready for.
Philippians 4:4 "Rejoice in the Lord always, I will say that rejoice."
Evynn
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