Living alone

I am so very tired, emotionally tired of being alone. My job is amazing and I love all my kids. God is teaching me things about myself and life that I want to live. 

But thing I know for sure is I can never live alone or be by myself for a long period of time. I can last longer than I used to but it drains me and I become depressed. Bad things happen when I am alone. 

Examples:

• Summer 2010 death of Timothy McGee, my first car and my impala. Driving the day after I got back from a conifer mission trip. I limped away with a right sprained ankle and several bruises. 
• Fall 2012 A slip down the stairs in the library staircase landing my left in a boot and my right foot majorly bruised and a toe or two broken. 

While reading Gary Chapman 5 love languages, I learned that two of my stronger love languages was quality time and gifts. So I am house sitting/ my temporary roommate is gone. In the time she is gone I have been traveling from house to MRCC to pick up kids then to C'HILL. Feeling in need for human contact like a child again. 

So your thoughts should I live alone?